u see the problem i have with my future is i have to decide things
The Church exists for no other purpose but to draw men into Christ… If they are not doing that, all the cathedrals, clergy, missions, sermons, even the Bible itself, are simply a waste of time. God became man for no other purpose. It is even doubtful, you know, whether the whole universe was created for any other reason.
Don’t use words too big for the subject. Don’t say “infinitely” when you mean “very”; otherwise you’ll have no word left when you want to talk about something really infinite.
I know how to talk my way around and make excuses. Some days I can even convince myself that I am good enough. But at the end of the day I’m not, and I never will be good enough. I got on the wrong side of the right people so politics are against me too. Do you understand that you stole my joy? This is supposed to be fun. Yet everything has to be a competition. I’m so sick of this and how you can’t just let me enjoy this. I feel like a failure enough without you affirming it…